"wait
for me. i know you're rushing off and all that. i know you have a busy day
ahead of you. but wait a little while i have to tell you something. i have
to tell you how much i love you still. i know it isn't much in this busy day
and age but i do. i know i'm going to lose you one day. you'll find someone
better. but i'll still love you anyway. alright go go. i don't want you to
be late for work. call me when you're home"
sentimentality
makes us weak. buckling down. grovelling. begging. pleading for attention.
we all need attention, but we tend to need more of it from our lovers. i've
never liked too much of it, and i wouldn't live comfortably with too little.
perhaps the right dosage.
i've never worked well under responsibility. well, i do know what responsibility
is and that there's never a situation without it. but i hate it when it's
loaded onto me as an expectation. i think when i care or love something or
someone enough, my subconscious responsibiltiy towards the person is enough.
i wouldn't have to constantly remind the person i'm around as a friend or
lover. because i know i will be just around their corners, and i hope they
would realise that. plenty of people see me as unrealiable. i just think that
i don't make a point to show or prove to others how i'm there for them. i
know i'm there for them, i just don't think i need to prove it constantly.